Disclaimer: I am kind of melodramatic person in general so this may come across as too much
Post 150, I platted to get new items. Trying to buy a energy bracer and do a fundraiser for Dorn for the 25 energy regen offhand.
I started at 200k and now it is 315k thanks to Prime and the Chosen Ones.
I would like to thank LadyNymeria, QuinVanlos, Micky211 Ekillys and Muzza for their generous contributions. I had not expected the casualness of the donations I had to get up out my bed and walk in my backyard with Mac in hand and write something, for this brought emotions that nearly had me crying.
I feel as if this can speak to our leaders to say that even though we are at war, we can come together to help ppl that we respect.
Dorn lives in Stonevale maxing abilities and helping the weak with pre warden items. He is currently trying to rebuild our core from the ground up. What I find fascinating is this how I met Dorn myself. For him to still be at it, over 100 lvls of me working without lix, reveals a source of patience that is beyond my comprehension. This fundraiser was in order to not burn him out, for Dorn is one of the most important persons in our clan.
Earlier today the Big Three were in the Tunnels and peace talks were entertained. Even though it did not work out. I would like to acknowledge the effort. I would also like to apologize to Blaz, Ink and Air for speaking to them as if I were their equal. To be honest I did not anticipate doing this until I was lvl 165. And I do not know Smeagle, but his fortitude for his leader was so deeply attuned, something in me caused me to start barking to create the same type of allegiance with my Chief.
Laslty and simply. I am vow to never reset, or be involved in resetting. I have never seen anyone reset on our end, and I will not text here to cast blame on who started what. All I know is, if I ever see it being done on my side of things. I am simply going to leave. If I ever see it being down on opposing ends, my usual spaz will most likely happen, followed by mailing apologies to ppl the day after.
Post Script. I think I am finally ready to use lix. I found friends around my lvl named Muzza and Rustybomb who I believe will teach me what to do. I also made closure with Magustra about my feelings of guilt using them. I do not know Magustra well, but for some odd reason I feel as if I were on the otherside, my enmeshment with him would be similar to my current enmeshment with Dorn, Micky211 and Ra.
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#3That was very awesome of u to do that dorn is one of the nicest people in game he always help me if i need hav fun with ur new offhand dorn:)
World: Danu
Named: Thebeast1221
Level 111 rogue
My level may not be that high but I have played for a long time on many accounts so if you need help PM me:)
You won't be getting any thanks from me,! Now watch your mouth and watch your back!
Named: Thebeast1221
Level 111 rogue
My level may not be that high but I have played for a long time on many accounts so if you need help PM me:)
You won't be getting any thanks from me,! Now watch your mouth and watch your back!
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#4Apologies that our discourse in-game was cut somewhat short, chap, but of late I find that I am called away quite often when on-line.
I am glad, however, that the few words we exchanged went some way to assuaging your elixir turmoil.
There is absolutely no shame whatsoever in using elixirs.
The mere fact that I have thus far restricted myself to quest elixirs, isn't something which I consider makes me admirable in any way. On the contrary, the completely opposite viewpoint can easily be taken, and one might even think it a selfish decision and one that does a disservice to my clan-mates.
If I were using elixirs on a regular basis, for example, then not only would I be more effective at bossing, but would have more time available to devote to that practice as well. Not to mention the fact that it is platinum purchasers that finance this fine game.
The reason I do not, isn't due to some moral high-ground, but rather a personal (and possibly self indulgent) challenge, that I impose upon myself. It is simply a byproduct of my nature, in the same way that someone with OCD might check a door-handle twenty times even though they know it to be locked already.
It is purely gaming OCD, for my part... That and the fact, as I have stated on another post already, it is more about the journey for me than the destination. But there are many roads to the same end, and we each take of our path what we will.
All the best,
Magustra
I am glad, however, that the few words we exchanged went some way to assuaging your elixir turmoil.
There is absolutely no shame whatsoever in using elixirs.
The mere fact that I have thus far restricted myself to quest elixirs, isn't something which I consider makes me admirable in any way. On the contrary, the completely opposite viewpoint can easily be taken, and one might even think it a selfish decision and one that does a disservice to my clan-mates.
If I were using elixirs on a regular basis, for example, then not only would I be more effective at bossing, but would have more time available to devote to that practice as well. Not to mention the fact that it is platinum purchasers that finance this fine game.
The reason I do not, isn't due to some moral high-ground, but rather a personal (and possibly self indulgent) challenge, that I impose upon myself. It is simply a byproduct of my nature, in the same way that someone with OCD might check a door-handle twenty times even though they know it to be locked already.
It is purely gaming OCD, for my part... That and the fact, as I have stated on another post already, it is more about the journey for me than the destination. But there are many roads to the same end, and we each take of our path what we will.
All the best,
Magustra
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#5-.- if i knew dorn needed gold I would of got it for him. He has been one my best friends since me and him were shalemont nubs lol and hes always been nice to everyone unless broke some clan rules and Used be part of blackrose back in day :3 miss those days 
Does he need anymore money?
Does he need anymore money?
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#6Honestly im broke lmao been stocking up on tons idols elixes and stuff just hate game and dont feel like leveling anymore for something i hate but if dorn really needs the money i can sell something off alts or merch or storage something lol not sure what but i have so much junk i could find something depends on the ammount if is under 100k I can get fast lol well maybe :/ may have buy alt book then farm to get it