I have to acknowledge this forgive my emotionalness
Posted: Sun Mar 23, 2014 1:37 pm
Disclaimer: I am kind of melodramatic person in general so this may come across as too much
Post 150, I platted to get new items. Trying to buy a energy bracer and do a fundraiser for Dorn for the 25 energy regen offhand.
I started at 200k and now it is 315k thanks to Prime and the Chosen Ones.
I would like to thank LadyNymeria, QuinVanlos, Micky211 Ekillys and Muzza for their generous contributions. I had not expected the casualness of the donations I had to get up out my bed and walk in my backyard with Mac in hand and write something, for this brought emotions that nearly had me crying.
I feel as if this can speak to our leaders to say that even though we are at war, we can come together to help ppl that we respect.
Dorn lives in Stonevale maxing abilities and helping the weak with pre warden items. He is currently trying to rebuild our core from the ground up. What I find fascinating is this how I met Dorn myself. For him to still be at it, over 100 lvls of me working without lix, reveals a source of patience that is beyond my comprehension. This fundraiser was in order to not burn him out, for Dorn is one of the most important persons in our clan.
Earlier today the Big Three were in the Tunnels and peace talks were entertained. Even though it did not work out. I would like to acknowledge the effort. I would also like to apologize to Blaz, Ink and Air for speaking to them as if I were their equal. To be honest I did not anticipate doing this until I was lvl 165. And I do not know Smeagle, but his fortitude for his leader was so deeply attuned, something in me caused me to start barking to create the same type of allegiance with my Chief.
Laslty and simply. I am vow to never reset, or be involved in resetting. I have never seen anyone reset on our end, and I will not text here to cast blame on who started what. All I know is, if I ever see it being done on my side of things. I am simply going to leave. If I ever see it being down on opposing ends, my usual spaz will most likely happen, followed by mailing apologies to ppl the day after.
Post Script. I think I am finally ready to use lix. I found friends around my lvl named Muzza and Rustybomb who I believe will teach me what to do. I also made closure with Magustra about my feelings of guilt using them. I do not know Magustra well, but for some odd reason I feel as if I were on the otherside, my enmeshment with him would be similar to my current enmeshment with Dorn, Micky211 and Ra.
Post 150, I platted to get new items. Trying to buy a energy bracer and do a fundraiser for Dorn for the 25 energy regen offhand.
I started at 200k and now it is 315k thanks to Prime and the Chosen Ones.
I would like to thank LadyNymeria, QuinVanlos, Micky211 Ekillys and Muzza for their generous contributions. I had not expected the casualness of the donations I had to get up out my bed and walk in my backyard with Mac in hand and write something, for this brought emotions that nearly had me crying.
I feel as if this can speak to our leaders to say that even though we are at war, we can come together to help ppl that we respect.
Dorn lives in Stonevale maxing abilities and helping the weak with pre warden items. He is currently trying to rebuild our core from the ground up. What I find fascinating is this how I met Dorn myself. For him to still be at it, over 100 lvls of me working without lix, reveals a source of patience that is beyond my comprehension. This fundraiser was in order to not burn him out, for Dorn is one of the most important persons in our clan.
Earlier today the Big Three were in the Tunnels and peace talks were entertained. Even though it did not work out. I would like to acknowledge the effort. I would also like to apologize to Blaz, Ink and Air for speaking to them as if I were their equal. To be honest I did not anticipate doing this until I was lvl 165. And I do not know Smeagle, but his fortitude for his leader was so deeply attuned, something in me caused me to start barking to create the same type of allegiance with my Chief.
Laslty and simply. I am vow to never reset, or be involved in resetting. I have never seen anyone reset on our end, and I will not text here to cast blame on who started what. All I know is, if I ever see it being done on my side of things. I am simply going to leave. If I ever see it being down on opposing ends, my usual spaz will most likely happen, followed by mailing apologies to ppl the day after.
Post Script. I think I am finally ready to use lix. I found friends around my lvl named Muzza and Rustybomb who I believe will teach me what to do. I also made closure with Magustra about my feelings of guilt using them. I do not know Magustra well, but for some odd reason I feel as if I were on the otherside, my enmeshment with him would be similar to my current enmeshment with Dorn, Micky211 and Ra.
