Celtic Heroes

As to continue our discussion chels in the other topic, perhaps alot of high levels do like me, but they have a funny way of showing it. You see, when I left Wardens, on bad terms with BK, nobody knew the full story. They only knew one side of it. The only person who knew was Verona... She saw it first hand. I understand why everybody, including my friend at the time RR took the other persons side. I had just attacked one of their friends, and their clan. In reality I cared very deeply for their clan. Ask Verona, I have said multiple times I feel terrible for what was and did happen with the clan dissolving. These were my words from a few months ago :

Re: Modified Agg Rules: Epona Server

Postby Crystalistic » Wed Mar 27, 2013 7:24 pm

Ouch BK lol. My account wasn't a secret.

I do love this game but I feel, like Stella, that I need to speak up for my clan members even tho your rules don't effect me personally. And I'm not shy about letting my opinions known ; )

You know I love wardens and there's alot of good people in there - Verona, Lupa, Diane, RR, Ladykiller, Dunc and his 10 alts , and Watson to name just a few of the good hearted people ( sorry if I missed you) . But I am sorry to say your clan is being hijacked right before your eyes. You don't see it, and I will get bashed for saying it - but when my post gets bumped a year from now you will see its true. You have a select member who uses pretty words and a pretty face to get what she wants. Sound familiar? History has a way of repeating itself.

I know this will result in people lashing me but that's ok. I'm only looking out for your clan. Somebody has to say it. The elephant in the room can only get so big.


Now here is how that relates to my feelings today. I have tried to whisper several people and they ignore me. I tried to tell kaat she inspired me to solo at cave when nobody would group me. I have tried to whisper BK. I feel ignored or at very minimal unwelcomed by most high levels. Post update I followed everyone to a boss, not one person said hi. I never rolled and nobody saw or cared. I was in lupas Apok clan, I found out from Verona that lupa left for anarchy. I was never asked to join her. Nibbly rejected my request to join pande, well actually he just plain blew me off and never responded to my messages. I have stood next to past friends, post update, and not a Hello,how are you, long time no see. I know I wouldn't receive a training request - I was frankly lucky to get a group to push me from 149 to 150 pre update.

Now.dont get me wrong, there's alot of people that will talk to me but being tolerated and being accepted is two different things. Epona as a while has a underlining issue. The top players are very serious players. Sure they have fun too, but if your not going to help them then they don't need you. At least in my case. Lets look at others.

I have seem many posts about people saying goodbye, and also people posting how they miss their friends. Why have I been the only one to post about Verona? I know she has so many friends, but how do you think she feels seeing her friends lost nice messages about everyone but her. Lets look at Greeks posts. She has said she feels unwelcomed by several people. Let look at splatter, who has gone through a few characters just to be accepted by the high levels. And I'm sad to say "She" used his desire to join wardens to drive a wedge in our friendship (ask splat for Ss). Look at summit, now looking for a transfer out of the world. All people who feel unwelcomed in Epona.

Now to the high levels of Epona, I am not trying to attack you. I think you are all great people and I wish things would have turned out different. I am asking, begging, please welcome all players, regardless of level or background or personality. We all downloaded this game for the same reason. Because we were bored and wanted to have fun. Somewhere along the way we became competitive, elitist, and broke lol. I hope you all reflect on why you play, and how you treat others. The future Epona players deserve to we welcomed by friendly players who will accept them as people, not just levels.

Tonight my character will be deleted and I shall move on. I do not need replies to this, instead whisper someone in the game who you havnt spoken to in along time. Perhaps someone on your friends list which you never talk to. Tell them they are your friend. Tell them you appreciate their friendship. This is not a goodbye Epona, but more of a good luck. You have my best wishes.

Helloss! It super sad to see u go now too, u are a wonderful person and whatever the bad feelings, will be missed by many. It is true, there are serious players, but I have learnt as well that when things get bad, maybe just one or two ppl could do it, u feel like everything against u. Sometimes, could just be misunderstandings, sometimes people could be afk or on a different char when u speak to them and such. I was really about to quit, then just one person made me come back (but play less still). So many people probably feel unwelcomed but can always be fixed if u are a good person, well, which u are hellos. Im not saying the ppl u argued with are not, they are all good too and I try not to take sides in things like that, but I guess we all have our opinion, and they are just opinions, neither good or bad. But if you delete your char, you have no choice and can never come back, which may be good for ppl who are leaving for busy and family etc.. but not for u if you want to play but feel like been forced to quit.

Will miss u heaps and I hope u can have a good life after ch, if u do not decide to come back

Helloss. It's unfortunate to see you go.
I'm sorry about what happened.

Farewell.

I'm happy to see I'm remembered in a post yet I'm sad to see you go. I'm quite upset with what veronia did. Had fun with you. Don't worry about people think of you. I could care less now. Not starting another character.

Your upset because i said i wouldn't vote yes to u in clan for selling your account. It is against OTM rules .I even said it doesn't mean u wouldn't get in since my vote would be out numbered. U still talking about that? Even when i am gone people talking unfathomable.

Your upset because i said i wouldn't vote yes to u in clan for selling your account. It is against OTM rules .I even said it doesn't mean u wouldn't get in since my vote would be out numbered. U still talking about that? Even when i am gone people talking ****.

no you rubbed it in my face that so couldn't get in. Bk even told me that you were the reason I couldn't join. Btw if you left, why you still talking?

Your upset because i said i wouldn't vote yes to u in clan for selling your account. It is against OTM rules .I even said it doesn't mean u wouldn't get in since my vote would be out numbered. U still talking about that? Even when i am gone people talking ****.

no you rubbed it in my face that so couldn't get in. Bk even told me that you were the reason I couldn't join. Btw if you left, why you still talking?

It wasnt her who just said no. They wont say no bcuz of one person. And why talk crap if shes not there. Grow a pair and talk to her face if you got a problem with her. Your a sissy if you talk behind someones back.

Splat, I can tell you the honest truth.

Verona did say that she agreed no account sellers should be in clan, however everybody in the wardens clan felt that way. BK was the biggest person against account sellers. I'm sorry you got mislead by aly. When I was in wardens, I got in a big argument with BK about how your a good person and deserve a chance. Verona was not involved In that argument. It was me VS bk and he flat out said he is turning into support all clan sellers to get their accounts banned. Now I wasn't in wardens to see them vote.on you, but I doubt it was even a vote.

Your a good person splat. I once sold my everquest account on eBay because I no longer wanted to play. I hope you continue to enjoy the game and people.realize your a good hearted player. But it was not Verona who prevented.you from joining. , even if they told you that. Somebody has to be the scape goat.

Well I apologize veronia. Bk told me you were a big reason why I didn't join and be also said he didn't mind me

Now.dont get me wrong, there's alot of people that will talk to me but being tolerated and being accepted is two different things. Epona as a while has a underlining issue. The top players are very serious players. Sure they have fun too, but if your not going to help them then they don't need you. At least in my case. Lets look at others.

Crystalistic

i give everyone a chance some ppl a second chance and i have helped ppl
just thought this part was funny

sorry ur leaving because some ppl were mean to ya