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My Final Good Bye

Posted: Mon Jun 03, 2013 1:13 am
by Stella
Wow where do I start to begin. What an amazing 2 years it has been, it’s hard to think that 2 years ago I came across this game only by accident as i was searching in the app store for a fun game that could be played longer. Guess i got my wish. hehehehe.

I still remember the first time I logged on CH and created stella a lvl 1 mage. I had no clue that 2 years later i would be still playing the game with some of the most amazing people from all over the world, from ages as young as 7 to the oldest i met 43 years old.

What made me stick with the game was the amount of help I got from the black watch Clan. Back then it was such a big Deal to even cross over lvl 60. I have seen so many come and never return. It’s hard when you make friends and somehow that player becomes a big part of your life and then they are gone. To the many that have shared that journey with me i hope you are fine where ever you girls and guys are.

I have always wanted to become the best mage and I did achieve this. But one thing i have never shared was my sadness and self addiction of the game. In a way I gave up so much in my life to achieve this gaol and when I finally reached it, I found myself asking the question was it worth it. It’s funny how things turn out in the end. I guess the point I’m trying to make hear is don’t be silly like me. I sacrificed everything in my social life for this and in the end I paid a huge price. Nearly lost my family many times.

There are only a few that really know me and know the real stella. I have a 4 year old daughter that i dearly love and adore. Her needs are more important and as a mum it was breaking my heart to see myself putting the game before her. It was killing me inside. Now i am free. In the 4 days that I have quit I have found myself doing things with her i could never imagine. Made me realize how much I am missing out on.

As Alex said I too needed to break away and the only way of doing it, was to delete stella. Wooohoooooo I am free.
Now i have the time to spend it with my baby girl and her her mummy back. :) I have so much time and things to plan. Many healthy activities. I’m ooking forward to that.

To all my friends in the game I wish you well and may god bless u all from young to old.

To Insomniacs created by Stella and Alex. I wish you good luck.

I have appointed PaladinKnight as chief of Insomniacs for his humbleness and kind heart who has helped many. Insomniacs i thank you for your support as your former chief. But now you have a new one and I only hope u will show him the same support and respect as you showed me.

I will try to visit from time to time to say hi. :)

For the wider Epona community thank you.

Stella Level 179 Mage
Epona i will miss you
Former Chief of Insomniacs
“Never say goodbye because goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting.”
― J.M. Barrie, Peter Pan

Re: My Final Good Bye

Posted: Mon Jun 03, 2013 1:33 am
by Zexale
Stella, I still remember the day that we had a long chat about clans, and u let me into retranacs. Few months later, I was making the hop into insomniacs, I was really excited. My time in insomniacs was fun, the people I met and hung out with were really nice to me and helped me out A LOT. Especially you. As my chief, you were always willing to listen to what I had in mind, like that time about the clan bank. I am sad that you are leaving, but we all quit sooner or later. Well then farewell Stella, best of wishes to you and ur daughter, and I hope to see u again one day.

Re: My Final Good Bye

Posted: Mon Jun 03, 2013 1:51 am
by Crast
I went on a small vaca and came back to this, i didnt expect to log and see some well known player missing/gone
Well i hope you all have a good life with lots of joy in it
And to stella wish you all the best and have fun with you daughter and rest of your family you WILL be missed but never forgoten long live insom!

Re: My Final Good Bye

Posted: Mon Jun 03, 2013 2:06 am
by Artisal
Stella, You were a great player, and a even greater person to talk with. Always so nice to me, even after the mistakes i made. You always showed great leadership in the clan, even when INSOMNIACS just started out. You will be missed dearly. And i wish you the best in life! take care Stella! You will be missed! :)

Re: My Final Good Bye

Posted: Mon Jun 03, 2013 2:48 am
by Seiyainsomniacs
Goodbye Stella, i will remember u always, and alexxx i post here for u too to tell u both u were 2 of best friends i had, i see ppl leaving each day, i hope epona will not die :(, but have a real social life is beter its why im not total my sad now u will apreciate life :), i play some more week and i do same . Wait meeeeeeee bye friends

Re: My Final Good Bye

Posted: Mon Jun 03, 2013 3:54 am
by Alexxxx
Well, to grow and educate a child is quite boring work - it's a job u cant reject and thoughout all ur life, and it's also a job with high investiment and low return. The job consists of two parts, one is those boring works and frustrated issues u may have to meet, the other is what the fun u have got from the child, as tiny as a smile or as big as she has made some big progress for herself which may lead to her future happy and successful life.
Whatever, not as fun as CH lol

U need game to balance ur real life hehehehe

It's so easy to recover a char and there r full super mage stuff on infini which i could lend u. come back! :lol:

Re: My Final Good Bye

Posted: Mon Jun 03, 2013 4:13 am
by Jake
Well, to grow and educate a child is quite boring work - it's a job u cant reject and thoughout all ur life, and it's also a job with high investiment and low return. The job consists of two parts, one is those boring works and frustrated issues u may have to meet, the other is what the fun u have got from the child, as tiny as a smile or as big as she has made some big progress for herself which may lead to her future happy and successful life.
Whatever, not as fun as CH lol

U need game to balance ur real life hehehehe

It's so easy to recover a char and there r full super mage stuff on infini which i could lend u. come back! :lol:
Alex. LOLOL

Re: My Final Good Bye

Posted: Mon Jun 03, 2013 2:11 pm
by KAAT
Stella my first chief and still a good friend. Thanks for all the times you helped me train and all the times we laughed at the stupidity of others. Take care you will be missed. Hugs

Re: My Final Good Bye

Posted: Mon Jun 03, 2013 8:45 pm
by Xylaphone
Bye Stella! You are such a kind and good friend, And unfortunately ch does take heaps of time from our lives, And I completely understand how damaging it can be to family. Myself I am trying to quit atm as well... very hard. I hope that u have a wonderful life now without this distraction, and it was lovely to play ch with u while u were here :).

Re: My Final Good Bye

Posted: Mon Jun 03, 2013 10:01 pm
by Alphachicken
Cya stella gl with your little girl! :)