My Final Good Bye
Posted: Mon Jun 03, 2013 1:13 am
Wow where do I start to begin. What an amazing 2 years it has been, it’s hard to think that 2 years ago I came across this game only by accident as i was searching in the app store for a fun game that could be played longer. Guess i got my wish. hehehehe.
I still remember the first time I logged on CH and created stella a lvl 1 mage. I had no clue that 2 years later i would be still playing the game with some of the most amazing people from all over the world, from ages as young as 7 to the oldest i met 43 years old.
What made me stick with the game was the amount of help I got from the black watch Clan. Back then it was such a big Deal to even cross over lvl 60. I have seen so many come and never return. It’s hard when you make friends and somehow that player becomes a big part of your life and then they are gone. To the many that have shared that journey with me i hope you are fine where ever you girls and guys are.
I have always wanted to become the best mage and I did achieve this. But one thing i have never shared was my sadness and self addiction of the game. In a way I gave up so much in my life to achieve this gaol and when I finally reached it, I found myself asking the question was it worth it. It’s funny how things turn out in the end. I guess the point I’m trying to make hear is don’t be silly like me. I sacrificed everything in my social life for this and in the end I paid a huge price. Nearly lost my family many times.
There are only a few that really know me and know the real stella. I have a 4 year old daughter that i dearly love and adore. Her needs are more important and as a mum it was breaking my heart to see myself putting the game before her. It was killing me inside. Now i am free. In the 4 days that I have quit I have found myself doing things with her i could never imagine. Made me realize how much I am missing out on.
As Alex said I too needed to break away and the only way of doing it, was to delete stella. Wooohoooooo I am free.
Now i have the time to spend it with my baby girl and her her mummy back.
I have so much time and things to plan. Many healthy activities. I’m ooking forward to that.
To all my friends in the game I wish you well and may god bless u all from young to old.
To Insomniacs created by Stella and Alex. I wish you good luck.
I have appointed PaladinKnight as chief of Insomniacs for his humbleness and kind heart who has helped many. Insomniacs i thank you for your support as your former chief. But now you have a new one and I only hope u will show him the same support and respect as you showed me.
I will try to visit from time to time to say hi.
For the wider Epona community thank you.
Stella Level 179 Mage
Epona i will miss you
Former Chief of Insomniacs
“Never say goodbye because goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting.”
― J.M. Barrie, Peter Pan
I still remember the first time I logged on CH and created stella a lvl 1 mage. I had no clue that 2 years later i would be still playing the game with some of the most amazing people from all over the world, from ages as young as 7 to the oldest i met 43 years old.
What made me stick with the game was the amount of help I got from the black watch Clan. Back then it was such a big Deal to even cross over lvl 60. I have seen so many come and never return. It’s hard when you make friends and somehow that player becomes a big part of your life and then they are gone. To the many that have shared that journey with me i hope you are fine where ever you girls and guys are.
I have always wanted to become the best mage and I did achieve this. But one thing i have never shared was my sadness and self addiction of the game. In a way I gave up so much in my life to achieve this gaol and when I finally reached it, I found myself asking the question was it worth it. It’s funny how things turn out in the end. I guess the point I’m trying to make hear is don’t be silly like me. I sacrificed everything in my social life for this and in the end I paid a huge price. Nearly lost my family many times.
There are only a few that really know me and know the real stella. I have a 4 year old daughter that i dearly love and adore. Her needs are more important and as a mum it was breaking my heart to see myself putting the game before her. It was killing me inside. Now i am free. In the 4 days that I have quit I have found myself doing things with her i could never imagine. Made me realize how much I am missing out on.
As Alex said I too needed to break away and the only way of doing it, was to delete stella. Wooohoooooo I am free.
Now i have the time to spend it with my baby girl and her her mummy back.
![Smile :)](./images/smilies/icon_e_smile.gif)
To all my friends in the game I wish you well and may god bless u all from young to old.
To Insomniacs created by Stella and Alex. I wish you good luck.
I have appointed PaladinKnight as chief of Insomniacs for his humbleness and kind heart who has helped many. Insomniacs i thank you for your support as your former chief. But now you have a new one and I only hope u will show him the same support and respect as you showed me.
I will try to visit from time to time to say hi.
![Smile :)](./images/smilies/icon_e_smile.gif)
For the wider Epona community thank you.
Stella Level 179 Mage
Epona i will miss you
Former Chief of Insomniacs
“Never say goodbye because goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting.”
― J.M. Barrie, Peter Pan