So.. On behalf also of a friend who used to play I want to understand some things.. When it comes down to it it's always seemed like bosses here are #1 priority and friends/others are #2 wellll.. someone explain why real freinds who love u are always put beneath jerks who don't care just for the sake of bosses and gear. Everything seems wrong. Think I'm saying this all because I literally fall In love with all my friends here so fast tht they can easily hurt me badly, I know that's not too normal but what's it like for everyone else. ?
It's horrible enough when friends leave u or cut u off for these reasons while u feel everyone else who thinks they are competing or don't understand watches it just thinking haha she was not enough for them.. and all I wanted was them to care that I'm in tears for so long missing them. To me nearly all here matter so much and are always first priority all I want is more and more people here who will care too. A couple months ago I met someone inrl who had stopped talking to me about a year ago since they chose a different clan. None of it mattered after, they said to me sorry millions of times and we had so much fun and would go anywhere with me now if they still played. No one can see it in game haha.
At some attempt also to end the stupid dramas and insulting because of bosses all the time everyone ends up hating each other for pulling a boss or even killing it without calling every other clan we should probably like/or not people for who they are rather then saying to me I don't like him because he was greedy about this gear or, they suck and are not real friends for not calling me to a boss etc..
I can't even comprehend too why for reason of gear people are ok with such imperfect clans of jerks and noobs and random people u nvr talk to.. I wasn't happy anywhere so had to try create something perfect even though it's too stressful doing that too at these times. I'm just asking why.. I want to know how others see it all so please say it
Anyway I think I know now why so many people I loved have left me alone before yes bosses -.- and you know what that doesn't make me want to try harder with these bosses not a bit more since it would hurt more to know that they were mainly with u for this other reasonn.. If there are so few who care about others here enough then that's the way it's going to be.. I expect to be hurt a lot more.
Hahaha may have talked too much again maybe it's too late or I'm too upset recently but I just have to know WHY^ say it here if u want but maybe wc or smthn is better..idk. Love u (almost) all Gn, Zzzz
what is it all about..
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217 rogue, Queenhera
210 mage, Xylaphone
192 ranger, TheHuntress
182 druid, Demesne
Carthage, Epona