My Confessions and Requests.
Posted: Mon Jan 13, 2014 10:39 pm
Dear esteemed members of Lugh,
It has been impressed upon my heart for the past few days to come make a formal apology to all I have mistreated and hurt. To put things quite frankly, I have been a loud-mouthed jerk, mistreating those who do not deserve to be mistreated, and bashing on those who are just trying to help me succeed.
I would like to come before all of you and plead, once again, for peace. I would like to apologize for taking a drop. It was not a good action, as I was lead by my blind need to get back at people, a motivation I wish I did not have. I also apologize to the numerous amount of people I have trash-talked. Doing so was unkind, and inappropriate; I give you my word it will not happen again. This forms no excuse, but I want you to understand that I have committed these actions, especially of late, because of my frequent depression and thoughts of suicide. Many times, I handle badly situations that when not depressed, I would handle with ease. Once again, I apologize for these actions. I understand that it will take time for wounds like this to heal, but I also want all of Lugh to know that I am sick and tired of bickering. I also want you to understand that I did not know the cammo charm that I bought was stolen. Frankly, I believe that stealing and scamming is not worth the effort, as it destroys friendships, reputations, and creates feuds. I understand that there have been many unsavory events in the past year or so, but nevertheless I would like to beg for your forgiveness and ask for peace.
Thank you for taking the time to read my apology,
Neek.
It has been impressed upon my heart for the past few days to come make a formal apology to all I have mistreated and hurt. To put things quite frankly, I have been a loud-mouthed jerk, mistreating those who do not deserve to be mistreated, and bashing on those who are just trying to help me succeed.
I would like to come before all of you and plead, once again, for peace. I would like to apologize for taking a drop. It was not a good action, as I was lead by my blind need to get back at people, a motivation I wish I did not have. I also apologize to the numerous amount of people I have trash-talked. Doing so was unkind, and inappropriate; I give you my word it will not happen again. This forms no excuse, but I want you to understand that I have committed these actions, especially of late, because of my frequent depression and thoughts of suicide. Many times, I handle badly situations that when not depressed, I would handle with ease. Once again, I apologize for these actions. I understand that it will take time for wounds like this to heal, but I also want all of Lugh to know that I am sick and tired of bickering. I also want you to understand that I did not know the cammo charm that I bought was stolen. Frankly, I believe that stealing and scamming is not worth the effort, as it destroys friendships, reputations, and creates feuds. I understand that there have been many unsavory events in the past year or so, but nevertheless I would like to beg for your forgiveness and ask for peace.
Thank you for taking the time to read my apology,
Neek.