Oh Lugh... My Story
Posted: Thu Jun 15, 2017 12:20 am
Welcome to lugh, the server that turns the most chill people corrupt.
I came to lugh looking for a fresh start, boy was that a mistake. Alliance turned me into what I am and what I do and I should have joined Plokoon in the Hobnobbers instead of following Neero down the path of Alliance. Because I followed Neero, I was brought into very unhealthy competition as this took place at the very end of the Alliance vs Hobs war, and once I was later kicked for a reason still unclear to me to this very day which of course, upset me very much as I was very very loyal towards Alliance. I brought that unhealthy competition along with me to other clans. I made very regrettable decisions on the forums which created more heat and resulted in more threads being locked once again over on the Lugh forums and tensions were growing high.
Because of the actions that took place inside and outside of Alliance, I probably raged more than I should have and because of this I took matters to the forums and started things I wish I could take back. As I came to the forums I was also introduced to extreme negativity from the forum users that I like to call the endgame forum complainer gang. I hate seeing the game and company I have loved for all these years get bashed everyday by this group of people and it became almost a habit to oppose them as I opposed Alliance. Because of this I was usually bashed because my opinions differed from the rest and this group of people began labeling me a forum troll and I usually retaliated which is also a bad habit I have gained while playing hockey (hockey players are usually hotheads lol).
Anyways, as time went on I grew very loyal towards independent which you probably hear me talking about a lot. I enjoyed everyone in Independent very much and when the clan started to split I was honestly kinda sad which doesn't happen often to me in video games. Generals that I loved started to go inactive and my old friend perk went to Alliance with ista and many soon followed perk. I could tell that people were changing inside Alliance as I did months before and soon after my friendships with these players started to deteriorate and we became enemies. Afterwards there were hardly any of us left, and we gathered what we had left and formed phalanx which was going great at first but we later had difficulties with (surprise) neek and our clan just fell after that. More friends went to Alliance and I gained more enemies as time went on and I later found myself with no other option but to go with elle, and of course that didn't work out so well.
The events of Axis soon followed and I'm sure everyone knows about that.
I regret many decisions I have made while being caught in the moments of unhealthy competition here in lugh and I will try to shape my attitude and get myself to be the player I was when I first arrived here on lugh. I apologize to all of my past friends who I have grown to hate, those including Lady Wonder, Datura, Perkamentus, Istael, well pretty much all Independent members that went to Alliance, everyone in Hobs during my time in Alliance, and yea even Axon who probably received more hate from me than anyone. I apologize to everyone affected by my behavior here in the forums and my attitude ingame.
There will always be bad eggs in Lugh, most of which are outside of Alliance but there are also a few inside. Nothing much I can do about it so I will stop trying. But to people that know me very well in the present and even in the past know that I'm a chill, helpful player that likes to have fun. I just became corrupted by this unhealthy competition like many others here in Lugh.
Many of you do not know who I am in belenus, but I am a well respected old player that was known to cause arena wars to keep things fun if it started to get boring which I have done in the past on Lugh. I go to Belenus and it's like I'm a completely different player that I can't be in Lugh because of my actions and unhealthy competition.
For the sake of myself and those around me, I will change. I'm not kissing ass, I'm not making any of this up, I'm not trying to get everyone to show pity towards me. What I say is the truth and only my actions in the future will prove this to be true. You don't have to believe me if you want, I don't care.
Let's make Lugh great again
I came to lugh looking for a fresh start, boy was that a mistake. Alliance turned me into what I am and what I do and I should have joined Plokoon in the Hobnobbers instead of following Neero down the path of Alliance. Because I followed Neero, I was brought into very unhealthy competition as this took place at the very end of the Alliance vs Hobs war, and once I was later kicked for a reason still unclear to me to this very day which of course, upset me very much as I was very very loyal towards Alliance. I brought that unhealthy competition along with me to other clans. I made very regrettable decisions on the forums which created more heat and resulted in more threads being locked once again over on the Lugh forums and tensions were growing high.
Because of the actions that took place inside and outside of Alliance, I probably raged more than I should have and because of this I took matters to the forums and started things I wish I could take back. As I came to the forums I was also introduced to extreme negativity from the forum users that I like to call the endgame forum complainer gang. I hate seeing the game and company I have loved for all these years get bashed everyday by this group of people and it became almost a habit to oppose them as I opposed Alliance. Because of this I was usually bashed because my opinions differed from the rest and this group of people began labeling me a forum troll and I usually retaliated which is also a bad habit I have gained while playing hockey (hockey players are usually hotheads lol).
Anyways, as time went on I grew very loyal towards independent which you probably hear me talking about a lot. I enjoyed everyone in Independent very much and when the clan started to split I was honestly kinda sad which doesn't happen often to me in video games. Generals that I loved started to go inactive and my old friend perk went to Alliance with ista and many soon followed perk. I could tell that people were changing inside Alliance as I did months before and soon after my friendships with these players started to deteriorate and we became enemies. Afterwards there were hardly any of us left, and we gathered what we had left and formed phalanx which was going great at first but we later had difficulties with (surprise) neek and our clan just fell after that. More friends went to Alliance and I gained more enemies as time went on and I later found myself with no other option but to go with elle, and of course that didn't work out so well.
The events of Axis soon followed and I'm sure everyone knows about that.
I regret many decisions I have made while being caught in the moments of unhealthy competition here in lugh and I will try to shape my attitude and get myself to be the player I was when I first arrived here on lugh. I apologize to all of my past friends who I have grown to hate, those including Lady Wonder, Datura, Perkamentus, Istael, well pretty much all Independent members that went to Alliance, everyone in Hobs during my time in Alliance, and yea even Axon who probably received more hate from me than anyone. I apologize to everyone affected by my behavior here in the forums and my attitude ingame.
There will always be bad eggs in Lugh, most of which are outside of Alliance but there are also a few inside. Nothing much I can do about it so I will stop trying. But to people that know me very well in the present and even in the past know that I'm a chill, helpful player that likes to have fun. I just became corrupted by this unhealthy competition like many others here in Lugh.
Many of you do not know who I am in belenus, but I am a well respected old player that was known to cause arena wars to keep things fun if it started to get boring which I have done in the past on Lugh. I go to Belenus and it's like I'm a completely different player that I can't be in Lugh because of my actions and unhealthy competition.
For the sake of myself and those around me, I will change. I'm not kissing ass, I'm not making any of this up, I'm not trying to get everyone to show pity towards me. What I say is the truth and only my actions in the future will prove this to be true. You don't have to believe me if you want, I don't care.
Let's make Lugh great again