So my goal now is to lvl my toon to max lvl.
No frozen, dl or edl. Im not hoping to get these endgame armors nor the drops of endgame bosses, because i dont deserve them.
Doesnt matter to me now if i dont get these endgame armors or items...
As long as i play the game...
I'm happy...

Lol chill, you making a big deal out of it for no reason.
‘I don’t deserve them because I haven’t bought plat’ nonsense lol. Just play them game, find a good and loving clan and work hard! CH is not easy i can assure you that. Plat makes it 10 times easier. But playing free and getting to endgame is not impossible. Pretty sure a lot of clans also offer free plat items and can lend you lux/gear if you’re a serious player. Just find the right place, and start the grind!
Lol...
I dont sleep for 1 day just to camp frozen bosses for my old clan...
is that serious...
That’s not serious. That addiction and it’s bad. I hope its not your clan who asked u to do that. If it was, then leave lol.
You don’t have to stay up for a whole day to get gear. From experience, this game depends on several factors. Hard work, and a little bit of luck. You can camp grom for a day but not get a p bear. Then someone kills a ph that u miss and bam, they get a p bear from a ph.
Just kill bosses in ur free time. Or keep phone/ipad near ya and log for bosses when they are due. Imo the, most you should do to ur clan is stay up late for bosses, or maybe wake up in the middle of the night for gele. But don’t let anyone force ya to stay up the whole night to kill bosses. That isn’t a loving and caring clan, and it will impact you physical and mental health.
Disclaimer: im not trying to bash on his clan or something. I don’t know blink or the clan he is right now. And im 99% sure his clan was not the reason he stayed up for a whole day.