I think we have different ideas about what constitutes survival of the fittest. Kill stealing ordinary mobs...(snipped)/quote]Mabon is all about the survival of the fittest and if you aren't going to bring your A game...(snipped)
Excuse me this is called a personal experience. Not everyone go through this on Mabon. My take, on the other hand, was referring to you getting the items you need to make it. We don't play nice when it comes to selling and obtain items. If you want to be in a boss fight, you need to show that you can contribute because there is no way that a high level will do the work just so a low level you did 10 damage could get it. You want to buy an item? Better have the funds, babe, because "please" and "this is all I have" just doesn't cut it. The aggressive state of mabon makes you work hard, makes you learn to nickel and dime, and makes you do what it takes to make it.
I'm not going to talk down on any other serves, but from what I read, they don't compare to the competitive spirit that mabon possesses. I haven't even started talking about the boss fights yet.
You are stuck on some bad traumatic experience that stopped you from leveling up at one point of time. Get over it. If the person who did it didn't apologize, they won't and if you let that stop you, then you are one of the ones that mentioned in my earlier post.
That being said, maybe Mabon isn't right for you.