I seem to always of had a hard time getting my gold a recently got all the lux that I need. And with the new update coming out I was like, ugh..., always had a hard time gaining gold than others my level. Frustrates me to think I bought my 225k quiver and now I will be forced to buy a even higher level one, so if a new lux comes out it BETTER have a level restrict on it at least, at least, I'm begging you, level 120. Then I won't feel bad and in two years when I get level 120(that's how slow I level) but otherwise I don't wanna see, yes getting jealous here, a dumb filthy successful gold gainer to suddenly come by with his alt with his dumb smug look on his face because either he cheats life and doesn't take the time to grind and buy plat, which i want to do but I know it shows how much of a life you have if you spend real money on a game or for some reason he doesn't have a life and grinds 24-7. I feel so frustrated sometimes on how I grind for two hours non-stop and so does the other guy and for some reason he gains like 40k more than me all the time. Sometimes I would wanna quit my job and just run in a ball and play the game forever. o_o I also have school to attend to, college actually, sometimes I wanted to quit when I was in mid-school by the government wouldn't approve of that. When I see level 150's they could be anyone, a dumb looser without any lives that get F's in school and are failing their grade, or someone out of work that's too lazy to get a job and is hogging on life care with their devices and playing 24-7 sometimes I feel that it's unfair they fail and if I spent a lot of time in the game I would have to be just like them but I have too much to loose.
Now plat buyers, as I said, just a game, don't waste your money in a game. But when I work hard for my gold and some idiot buys 100$ dollars in the game is a snot bragger and passes you because they get 200+ xp elixirs when they were like level 1 earlier. Sometimes I want to spend money in the game, but I know it's just a game but it still gets to me. :|
I know I must be insulting, well, all of you but I have an automatic competitiveness when i play games and when I don't have time and know I'll need to become some homeless guy that hogs someones open Wi-fi. And once i did that when i was a week off of work and school, played a week only sleeping 5 hours the whole week and tried my best and only gained 10 levels. But see, it was actually the best day ever because I killed Falgren, got lunar shoes,helm and pants for free got 150k free from someone. That's good for a level 60 ish person.
Then theirs those people that do have lives, don't spend plat, and are level 150. They tell me, oh grind here, a lot of money! I heard it all! I bet the people who make alts and scam people are just like the failures just like me.
Now to finish it, the reply s I know some of you may say will be like this, "Oh poor you ha ha
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" Or, "your over reacting, it's just a game" or just some smart and annoying remark. I know this post was about me being selfish, so unless you agree or have something helpful to say, then say it, if not then don't even mind to say anything. But of course when your on the internet your bullies and idiots who know they are safe on the internet and can say whatever they want because it won't affect their normal life. Just wait until you tick off a real hacker and then you'll be sorry when they can find out who you really are and make your life miserable. But that chance is like 1 out of 7million+ Most of you will of stopped short of reading this and posted something of the first thing that came off from their minds. And since I don’t know you are you can say anything you want.
Don't even bother to reply on this, but if you do I'll just ignore it.
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