I just want to say i am sorry. Now forgive me before i begin if i am hard to explain because i have a hard time expressing what I think in my head and it turns out to be nothing i thought in my head when i write or type it down and i also want to tell you some misunderstandings you may have had that may help with the past.
This forgiveness is for those who might of started the arguement and the problem but i probobly acted bad myself in return and to those who i did outright wrong to. I am not looking at this for replies or i will try not to.
I am sorry to dirkwe that i made him upset at me in arena.
I am sorry to stella when i killed her out of revenge for saying i was on insomnis black list in arena when she attacked killian. It could of been a misunderstanding though that she did not mean me but I heard her say she is on my blacklist and i did not hear names but as soon as i joined a group with her in it after i left insomni and thought unfair to shun me for leaveing.
I am sorry to bits that i got angry at him for haveing all his alts stand in line for ragnor. I should of waited tomorrow and it was not important to have him right then.
I am sorry to hilli for makeing him angry, i did not know what I have done. I am sorry that i fought to take the kill of goretusk when we both arrived at same time and he wouldn't group me.
I am sorry to anyone who i killed in arena and made them angry. I am sorry if i wanted so bad to get a kill because i felt i had the right to it by not being late. I am sorry of i insulted you lots of the majority i do not mean it as one unless its obvious.
I want to start a anew. I know it will never be forgotten and most of you will not forgive me but I want to at least tell you i care. I was told not to say sorry and move on but i felt convinced i should.
Some misunderstand enta about me. Some say i spam forums. In my opinion if i ask a abviously question that sounds dumb to you im only trying to understand, and when I make a post i do not mean to have them useless as most say, I put my all. I also spend more time on forums because i could ot play the game or get to the ipad if i even tried. Most of the week i cannot contact it so i go to the second best thing, the forums. I am addicted that is why. I have a hard time putting thoughts onto paper or a computer screen and it is hard to correct my grammar because when i look at it i cannot find the obvious mistakes unless pointed out. Some people when they insult me say they have rights to their opinions but do you wanna do the kind thing or the rude thing? I do not have dysgraphia, i am dyslexic. Even worse. Some things i say is not what I meant like if i say have you learned anything after i say all these things i actully really mean, have you learned anything new about me? Sometimes it doesn't register.
For those who read all the way down thank you for paying attention and not jumping to conclutions after the first paragraph and i mean the best out of this post, not trying to insult anyone. I expect to be insulted because i seem to everyone on forums to be a imbictle.
Thanks,
Chelsea
For those who are angry
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