Less an impression of what I think an atheist's life must be and more my personal experience. I was not trying to say that atheists have no reason for existence.
Ah, in that case I understand your post a little more clearly. If you are talking about questioning your own beliefs, then it is a matter of also looking at the larger picture... people aware of stages tend to progress through them with less difficulty. For some people, I am sure there can be dark moments.
As far as your link, you must realize that you are very fortunate to have a functional family and you are as fortunate to have a child that loves as your child is fortunate to have a father who loves him. Many, if not most lives on this planet are not as happy as yours.
I certainly am fortunate, yes. And I am very aware of it.
I used it as an example to illustrate a point . At the time I wrote it, I didn't pick up on the esoteric nature of your post, and misread it as a stereotype of atheists. If it helps you, however, please feel free to use it as a springboard of encouragement.
But perhaps I am thinking too deeply and I should not dwell on my significance or the meaning of life or how so few are happy since it only depresses me.
Remember of course that significance is relative. In the small ecosystem of your family and friends, I can assure you that your significance is massive to those around you.
As for depression based on the unhappiness of others... that can happen, yes. It is quite common for young adults to go through that when the world opens up to them. Again, it can be used as a springboard for you to make the best of.
Indeed. I would hamper a guess that many an atheist has tried to regain the belief in God.I am understanding more and more how ignorance is bliss.
In that regard, Genesis and the older Mesopotamian creation myths that it was based upon are quite accurate.