#14
by Zapper
Crim, I didn't respond sooner to your post cos I needed to get a grip of my temper. First off, I respect you lad for managing to write without anger when you have obviously been treated very badly by some leadership (and the small creep element in there that will lick ass until the end of time to get DL and other drops). Some time back I wrote one forum post called, 'The Wisdom Of Youth'. Your post on this forum is another example to me of how some of the young players on this game have more wisdom than quite a few of the older ones like myself.
All I managed to do was write furious rants about the behaviour of ZA leadership, and the few, worst ones who creep and grovel to them....like one female player in there who knew you in ZAx and proclaimed you a, 'A great guy and I love him' but now, herself so corrupted, she also declared you a 'spy' and rejoiced when, showing great dignity you didn't rage at them or even the Gen in there who accused you of being a spy, but simply left. What grace you have young man. I salute you.
As you know, that Gen was someone I also mistakingly thought to be a true friend, and just like you I was deeply hurt to discover he was trashing me constantly behind my back to clan. It is tough enough in a clan when you are fighting a leadership system that is corrupt, let alone discovering your so called best friend who is part of that leadership, is actually also your enemy. I simply do not recognise him anymore. If someone said his account had been sold it would make sense because who he is now sure as hell is not the guy I knew in the earlier days of this game. I don't know if 'power' went to his head or whether spending so much time in a corruptly run clan simply made him succumb to it, what ever, it is sad. I am still astonished that not only did he and his fellow leaders protect a thug so repulsive on this server (thankfully now banned), but that they miss this low life cheat and brat!!! I have reached the point where I think the leadership in that clan is so weak that it just gives way to the thug element.
I once described that clan as Lions lead by Donkeys...... unless those that 'lead' that clan become blessed by strength, in time they will never attract any good and honest players, (look how many they have already lost). I hope they get what they deserve as in the Donkeys who run that clan will only be left with Donkeys to lead.....like FireTurd, a great pal of his fellow - now banned - clan thug). An idiot so stupid that he is in fact a cretin, notorious for being one, and so no honest and sensible clan leaders would touch him. There is a hugely comical side to it Crim and that is all that clan is to me now, a farce with sadly some very decent players among the clowns.
Chin up lad and sod them.....a leadership that made it clear the worst thug on this server meant more to them than all the fine players they lost, is not one anyone should touch with a barge pole. You were simply picked on as their next, "hate' target....and because you were everything they actually despise: hard working, clever and gentle hearted. Your very virtues merely highlighted their own lack of them. To punish a young man of 17 cos he dared to group to me for training (and only in the last week) and also for 'daring' to be seen grouping a couple of times at most to some AV players, is what it is.....utterly pathetic Crim. I wonder which poor sod will be their next 'hate' target.
My own advice to all aspiring beasties of the right level is to get your asses into Triq. Et. or DS. All three of those clans are presently run well and none wish to ever have a reputation like the one you just left Crimbo. Here's to all three of those clans, in the hope that they grow, flourish and clan 'unmentionable' ends up where it belongs, in the dustbin!