i don't want to use the sharp shot and barbed shot, so i'm no upgrade..
light heal is 5 now, recuperate is 4, bolas is 5, Meditate is 5
where do i get double shot or long shot?
what is steady aim working for?
should i put rapid shot more level up or just use 1?
As a new player with no real friends, clan, or a mid to high level main it is virtually impossible for you to get long shot (which really isn't that great a skill) or double shot. If you bought plat and went to castle you might be able to buy both for around 30k, more or less depending on who your buying from and which world your on.
Light heal is fine, but recuperate is totally a good for nothing skill. If you want to use bolas that's fine, but remember if you use bolas you are losing dps. For your level meditate is right on track, but if your not using any dmg skills I wouldn't have bothered.
Steady aim is a skill you can get from the castle ranger vendor once you hit level 15, and it adds dmg (better autos) and attack (more accuracy).
As rapid shot isn't worth a whole lot until you can get it to 40/40, it is a waste of points at your level.
Again, I would really recommend sharp shot and barbed shot, as it gives you a huge dps increase... Also if you want to shoot for skills that can only be gotten off mobs, you must get sharpen, as it adds a nice amount of dmg to your autos- this skill in your situation is way better than longshot and bolas. So if your going to get a super expensive skill, get sharpen.